simple
Today is friday...this week has been alrite...I used to be someone who is easily fed up,complain and complain and complain...i always think that heaven hasnt been fair to me..i was brought up in a not well-to-do family...and for studies....i can nv get super good results no matter how hard i tried...i always thought everything nv goes well for me....i thought i am the bad luck kind...
I think for studies..the reason why i can come to this state(though not super super good de but consider nt bad le)..i think i really ought to thank xiao ling...if that time he haven been motivating me,i nv know i can do well...
Other than him,i really need to thank my frens....though who really helped me be it juz alittle help...i really appreciate...my gang who's always there for me when i need a shoulder...allen...who really helped me alot in studies and encouraging me when i faced those silly problems that time....and some other lecturers...really thx a million
Guys...do you know that i have become very tired of being hardworking?I was telling mandy that i dun wanna chiong like hell anymore...not that i have given up but i think it's time to breathe ..i dont want to miss out any fun and regret when i step into working life and get bz whole life...in the past i was determined to get into uni...but now...to me,if i can get into uni and study chemical engineering ..that will be a bonus but if i fail to do so,it's ok..i m prepared to step out to society and work...i began to learn how to be contented...somehow,now i realised that i m very lucky...i dont know why but i think heaven has been lenient to me...
Things didnt go very smooth for me for the past 19 years but i have to agree i really learn alot...i accept everything that's given to me now...be it good or bad....be it any matters in my life...i m trying to lead a simple life now...with no worries...
Alright let's get back to the life in cptc....2 weeks more we will be guaduating...nxt weekend is our shiftwork le...last night dinner with dennis was an enjoyable one...all of us play the same game to finish the leftover food...dennis was the overall loser last night....haha...he's still my good buddy who always know how to accomodate to my jokes...once good buddy forever good buddy...!I suppose all of us cant deny he is really a thoughtful and delicate trainer...someone who got alot of pattern one...haha...
yesterday fire fighting was fun but tired...now all of us are waiting for the shiftwork..i hope it will be fun too!
i'll be back ....
posted by liting @ 2:26 pm
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