4 words
When liting keep turning down things,it shows that i dont have the mood to meet up for gathering...they knew i will be busy so they book me now....but i really dont feel like gathering....i am tired...i just wanna have the 1 week time for myself to rest/study/relax....i should say i need most of the 1 week time....minus off helping frens with studies and my own revision...i need to save sometime for myself to breathe easily and to really ponder certain things...and of course to plan certain things.Fear
There is always a certain fear within us.we fear to lose someone or something...we start to get extremely concern about it but at times,i think he/she or anything...it might be that they are never ours and it's a torture to hold on to something that was nv yours.
Temper
i witness a fren of mine losing slight temper today...it was definitely a rare scene but it become something for me to think about.I used to be very bad temper.it was a recent incident that changes me...let's dont talk about those times i 'act bad temper'....i am talking about real stuff...the attitude and the tone...i think i really changed in a way or another...
responsibility
when i say i changed,it doesnt means i agree to what ever has happened for this past few days.it just means that i am closing my eyes and bo chap....because what happened doesnt really affect me very much....and it doesnt mean it dont affect me at all....so..what's our responsibility then?
Determination
most of the times i have determination but there are certain issue that require my determine but my 'weak' will always betray me...
4 words to ponder.....
posted by liting @ 10:40 pm
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