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i will be very lucky if i can post this successfully without com being shut down or i get d/c...haiz...yes..com siot...the fan i tink it's spoilt....and it gave me a real heart attack for the past few days....ask ln..he know well....hw terrible my com was....i am juz so scared of computer now...i dun feel like touching it unless i need to.....and it juz made me so tired...imagine...mentally tired till i slept from 1.30am to 1.30 pm today..and i had a weird dream last night...i dreamt we all went to ah boon hse which is so big and it's haunted!!!!!!!!! and i dreamt of singing kbox wif wu ke qun also...can u imagine...hw wondeful my brain can get..the the night b4..i dreamt of me taking photos wif zchen and everything seems so real...
alrite...the days without com...i am really bored....so i decided to go library and borrow some bks...and i actually finished 2 bks today...fast isnt it?as usual i am still working at night..and i still like uncle alot...u know what he told me today...he say mb next time when i am driving a sport car...people will envy me but they will nv know hw much hardship i have been thru...and i told him this will nv happens..u noe wad he say?he say work for him..it's possible...uncle wanted me to be his 'mi shu' if i m not schling now...he juz treat me real nice i will say....i cna feel a special bond betw both of us...the fatherly love i can feel from him...someone who really understand hw much me..as a child has been thru...
i started to imagine things becos i dun use com often...i can think till i get very very excited and smiling to myself while waiting for bus....tinking and walking so fast so happily....yet...it's all my thoughts only....it's not real....
whatever it is...i decided to go to zchen gathering at kbox..i wan to see him..after a year...i wan to chat wif him..sing wif him...take photo wif him....30th oct..my happiness....dun take it away from me....i wan zchen....
posted by liting @ 4:19 pm
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