last day in spore--xiao ling
today is 4th sep..tmr...xiao ling leaving spore tmr...i tot i m managing well in sch without the sight of him...though walking thru certain places may make me tink of him...though sometimes i may stare at qiao yu...the area where i always see him...sometimes i can be in a daze staring...was hoping he might pass by...but when i got back to reality..i realised he has left nyp..and wad's left behind is juz my mermory playing wif me...though at times wen i go to look for ms lim in the office...when i passed by his 'ex-office'...i will still peep into his office...and when i saw the empty table tere....then i will get hit back into the real world...i didnt tink much....it was when i happened to read someone's blog..and i definately gotta admit he is well-liked by the students...someone actually baked a cheesecake for him..for once i tot it was so sweet of the student...one sad thing..tmr when he boarding plane at changi airport..i will be in sch attending ng wai hong's tutorial...perhaps i might be looking out for planes that pass by outside the window.. :(
alrite...i like to be alone.....too many ppl may be of a crowd...alone is better....these 2 days...i m used to loner 's life...it's ok that we r not toking to each other..i m not at fault..so i will not give in ....if u tink u r not in the rong...dun cook la...y u still cook?i wun starve to death...i m old enuff to take care of myslef....if u like to accuse ppl so much...go n accuse lor...i dun put u in my eye...cos i dun respect ppl hu accuse me...u forced me to do so...U FORCED ME...get lost..

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