Tuesday, September 06, 2005

bb ssl 5 years 5sep 2010

i bet he is on the plane now...i bet he's on the way to U.S now...i bet he's having mixed feeling now...sad to leave everyone in spore....but looking forward to his life in U.S

i bet i m sad now...he really left this time...left spore....no doubt we wun be meeting anymore...and hw long can we keep in touch?for how long...i told him...no one can guarantee if we will keep in touch for sure...no one can guarantee if we might meet in the future..

suddenly...all seems like a dream....ssl?a cep lecturer?someone hu took my clz for sem project?someone i know...someone that seems to ve part of my life once....how come everything seems like a dream?the mermories are like dreams....m i sure that i really know ssl?is there someone that i like so much?

i nv feel the feeling of departure b4...cos till nw...other than xiao ling...no one has ever go abroad...n i thought my life was in control by myself..this time i felt that i was rong...i cnat control this time...nw i noe the feeling of helpless...i noe the meaning of adapting to the enviroment when u cant change the situation..but y?y everytime i haf to adapt....not situation change for me?

but i noe will still survive~

i m not at changi airport now...i m not at U.S now....i m here...praying everything turns well for him...praying everything turns well for me too....

and the cold war ended...she brew the remedy to cure my cough cos she knew i was coughing like hell....for once,i tot she was caring...not as unreasonable as that day...she helped me to check out the details for kukup..she take the initiative to end the war~


flying out of my international heartbreaking line~