hmt
ok...i got back my hmt today.....it's was a relief....phew...finally one less burden...it's a pity that maths n marketing results arent out yet...somehow...i m facing stress....outer stress...ppl giving me stress...it isnt easy to continue maintaining my motivated mood....thx to him that i manage to do well....really thx to him..wanted to share wif him my happiness so much....sadly...we din manage to meet recently...of course....my results arent the best of all...ppl will be thinking that i m soooo stupid put in so much effort n i got this result....ppl no nid chiong like hell.....still almost same results as me...but come to tink of it...wen u put in a lot of effort n get sth u wan....with the situation wen u dun nid put in much effort n u got the same thing...ya...u may feel lucky...but i doubt nv will u feel as happy as wen u noe u really put in the effort for sth....
it's really a miracle....
i m entering into a prolong war...hw long i haf to be in this battle...i dunno...nobody noes....i canot haf other external troubles(no time to go n like anyone...no time to think of this person/that person)....i can only concentrate in this battle....be it i will lose...perhaps i shld say...i got a gut feeling i will lose eventually....at least...i knew...i tried...i really did try...
tmr most probably my last day of working...hmm....i remembered the first week of work...it was terrible....i cant adapt to my new lifestyle whereby rushing down to work mon-fri going to school full of tiredness...tutorials gotta be done..reports gotta hand in......those days of pek chekness....those days wen i cried while taking bus home after work...those feeling of stress....i made it thru....clz test ended,sem pro presentation ended,most ct ended....wad's left r exams n a few common test...come on...bear wif it....i can make it thru!
well....i hope everything maintain as it is....bless me.
posted by liting @ 11:25 pm
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