ssl!
i m extremely tired nowbut i still wanna blog for today
14 july 2005 an impt day for me in my life
let me start telling today...
my clz had our sem pro presentation today...we ended ard 7pm plus.ssl comment on every grp.he is satisfied with my grp..he praised everyone including my bubble boy diesease that makes me smile till u cant see my eye.all went back after he released us.i asked sm to acc me back to q418..i decided to ask him abt his leaving thing.i tink i m too nervous liao....he was joking that i was hostile to him...cos i asked him abt sem pro thing.after that,i bid him gdbye wif a 1st&last handshake wif him.the handshake was cold.both of us r feeling cold.he's leaving nyp on week 13,leaving spore in early sep.he got scholarship n will be pursuing his PHD in U.S..5 yrs down the road,if we haf the chance to meet,i haf to address him Dr soh...haha...today's is the first time i bid someone special gdbye..someone so special to me.
cody tey all went to the room after that,we were chatting wif them,joking ard...n we left home after that..i left the room wif some weird feeling..i dunno hw to describe.it's gd to see him pursuing his career...
we went to mrt station,was waiting for the train.toking abt ssl...den ssl came!omg...it was really unexpected..i remember weeks ago i was complaining that hw cum i nv had a chance to go home wif ssl...n tonite...god grant me an opportunity.ln,sm n even phoebe alighted at yishun...i bo biao..haf to go home cos it's really late...so left ssl n me taking train home.
we chat abt many things,it was the 1st time both of us haf such an informal chatting...we chat from me complaining ng wai hong ,that mr kwok...to last sem cep exam paper,the marking scheme,where we live,where i work....n he actually told me his impression of me.he encourages me to get into university n tell me hw to really study...he inspired me greatly that i vowed to work even harder.it's has been really a nice chatting session wif him...the only thing i regret is the stupid train seems extremely fast today...we still haf more to catch up but too bad i haf to alight at woodlands.
wen i continue my way home alone,i feel like i m dreaming...as if juz now those moment chatting wif ssl seems impossible...nw i finally experienced wad is meant by "am i dreaming" de feeling...seems that i cant bear to see him leave...but i tink it's a gd thing to pursue his dreams...i really hope he will make an achievement after 5 yrs...dun forget sir..i m waiting for u to sponsor me to university...i wait for u...haha...
so...wad m i feeling now?definately extremely tired yet i dun wan sleep...i dun wan lose that feeling...i m happy...i m sad...i m feeling empty..but i will nv forget today....indeed a special day...
posted by liting @ 1:20 pm
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