giving up
it's coming to an end for week 8...5 more weeks to week 13..and i have to bid ssl last gdbye liao :(last nite HMT report has been a headache.went to school today...was asking abt the report thing..n i even suggest ms lim to kill me on the spot..it's so difficult man. in the end...i hand up the report with calculations correct,wrong graph...cos ms lim say nvm..she not looking for correct values...she is looking for the effort we put in...it's was a relief and i realise that it's always my own expectation too high...not the lecturers...i handed up my report with the incorrect graph cos i have no time to go n correct it again....but of course...i made ms lim assured me that she's looking at the EFFORT not the correct ans..n i told her that report was the effort from ssl n me...haha....she suggested me acknowledging ssl in my report...haha....soon after...that ah beng lecturer and ssl came to look for her for lunch...hw funny...ssl said they came to rescue her...haha....
went to look for Mr Goh..was asking some rs qns n we started chatting..and i asked him to comment on my report...nw den i really know wad he wants....we began to tok abt common test and exam...den he say if we write "Mr Goh is very handsome'...he will give xtra 5 marks...haha....hw funny....but he somehow inspires me to study hard...
but i tink i haf been too tired after rushing so many days of reports..today i have a flu..i couldnt study......mentally tired...n we started chatting till 6pm...only did alittle(10%) revision initially...haha...
sometimes i like to be bz...bz makes me tink of nth other than completing my work and studies...bz stray my thoughts away from the things i nv want to tink...bz suppress my feelings...bz give me an excuse to escape...bz wun let me tink of u occasionally...bz makes me bz
i may be stressed over reports n studies etc..but nvm...tmr will be a brand new day for me to settle everything....i juz have to bear it for another 7 weeks....after ssl left...after exam...it's time for me to go the beach n relax man...wait for me....
i will still study very hard...i can do it!
posted by liting @ 11:23 am
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