Saturday, June 25, 2005

stress

I m back...i welcome myself back....hmm....today's event was cancelled due to rainning...woke up at 8.30am....n 8.45 am was already rainning....juz managed to brush my teeth n decide to inform the rest event is cancelled n i went back to my lala land....woke up at 1030 am...recently was sleeping on n off on n off....stressful~

went to sch wif sm to study...manage to clear some qns from some lecturers...den wen we were walking out of BLK R..omg..saw ssl...of course la..he say hello to us...but i juz nodded my head n walked out...were revising outside ltq6...hahaha...saw ssl again...he was 'ahm chio' wen he saw us...i was laughing oso...the scene like very funny...he said hello again...haha... :p i haf been very obedient liao hor....but i always feel happy to see him..cos he seems happy everytime i meet him..haha...

tis week....sigh...wasnt a really great week...work work work....my hse has becum a hotel for myself...morning go out study den go to work..at nite cum home sleep den the nxt day continue the same thing...i dun noe hw many days i din see liqi liao lor...now den i realise hw hard it was to balance both studies n work....n the travelling time to work n back home...it was really tiring...customers r more n more....n i met some demanding customers hu asked me to work ot or even weekends...wa lao i damn fed up lor....tey tink poly so ez to study izzit...tey still tot poly is relax relax izzit cum n study urself la...see wad idiot results u all these uncles n aunties will get...damn fed up lor....i m glad tere r some uncle n aunties who really understand my situation...always worry i will get home too late...always worry i cant cope my studies....thx~

sometimes wanna find ppl to tok...either the one i finding din online...or others bz wif something....den of course dun wanna go disturb ppl....mb i shld take a bus to the seaside one nite n spend the whole nite tere RELAX~den perhaps my parents will start to understand hw stressful i m~ arr....forget it...forget it...

tmr i haf to chiong studies...tonite i m going to sleep full full...hu ever call the hse phone tmr morning n nobody pick up...that caller will die~

gtg settle other things liao~i say gdbye to myself

posted by liting @ 2:10 pm