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hw did i ended up here? today is supposed to be a happy day for me...yet..it ended up as a sad day for me...i couldnt find anything to do..or rather anything i wish to do..switch on the com...signed in msn...the people i wanna tok to haven online..of course tey haven online...it still early anyway...today's lesson wasnt early...but last nite i couldnt sleep for the whole nite...either i m too happy or brain cells too active i dunno...all i noe was i din really sleep well last nite...woke up at 8.30am tis morning..die die force myself to sleep till 9.30am..bth liao...woke up...mum told me she not feeling well cos of gastric...i din really ask much cos i tot it's her usual illness again...all i noe was she's going to see doc later n i left my hse for sch..
whole morning...i was hyper...very hyper..till i cant even control myself...i noe sm tey all cant stand my siaoness...but i dunno wad's over me...all i noe was i m 'high'..saw ssl after maths lecture....he's in my favourite blue again..perhaps the 2 common things both of u share are our surnames n our favorite colour-blue!
on the way out from sch i began to feel tired...used up too much energy for my 'hyperactiveness' .. begin to feel down too....sang the first few songs wen enter the kbox room...after that...i was quiet most of the time..occasionally sang some songs...but i juz wasnt in the 'singing' mood today...cos tired?down? doesnt matter cos i din show out a 'down' face out....
saw a missed call from mum hp..tot she called to scold me...i called back...dad told me mum admitting to hospital...first reaction was like 'huh?'...den i left kbox n rush down to hospital..i wasnt very worried cos i got a feeling that she will be fine...even if anything happen...i doubt i will haf much reaction..cos i learnt hw to handle tis kind of suitation le...my calmness n coolness in handling tis type of things muz thx to mum...she made me learn by having me to be independent..sometimes...ppl may see my coolness as heartless...perhaps ba...
on the way..wanna tell him wad happened...but cum to tink of it...i tink dun bother him la..so all i did is to hold my hp tight...n waiting to reach hospital..
the one hu dunnid admit to hospital actually reach SGH A&E department faster than my 2 parents....cannot blame tem oso..cos i noe the route in SGH very well....while waiting for tem..realise i left my file in kbox...haiz..no choice ..left the hospital at 7pm..rush down to tpy to get back my file from ln...reached home already 8.30pm liao...only den i started to eat my lunch cum dinner...n got 1 lame person sms me asking for new songs..wad the...somemore asked me where i go wen i told him i haven reached home..wad the...-_-!!!
already not in gd mood in the afternoon liao...den mum admit to hospital...double impact lor....anyway..thx to sm,ln,alex,mandy n james n cody hu asked abt mum...she will be alrite...i m very sure....
tmr 8am lec to 6pm...long day~ sigh....
posted by liting @ 1:22 pm
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