mr nice guy
i finish watching hai tun wan lian ren....the last episode made me cry sia...i oso dunno y....of all the shows i watch...this is the first show that made me cry like hell...i dunno y i cry ...but as the storyline goes....i cant control myself by not crying.......mb tis show is easier to relate to real life.....perhaps...i dunno noe....the ending...ok lar...cos i oso dunnoe wad ending i want...in the end..tian bian chose xu zerya...izzit the best ending?sigh.....home is not a refuge...it's not....i dun like to cum home n got nth to do.....hai tun wan lian ren de vcd i finish le...nw left comic to acc me...till tis holiday den i realise hw i had spent my days for past few years....morning go sch..afternoon cum back...bath...locked in the room n study till nite...den cum out watch 1 hr of tv...online..n sleep...the nxt following day oso lidad....no other activities...so wen exams over...i suffer....i m not used to the lifestyle whereby now i dunnid to study ...even though i tell myself holiday is suppose to relax..
yesterday went to check the timetable by module.....i m feeling abit stress....cos i start to feel the way i will be leading my life wen sch reopen.....i know the effort i nid to put in tis time...i now my aim tis time....
i m craving for kbox....craving to go to the seaside...craving for my mp3 player...tis mp3 player is a gift for myelf for the hardwork i put in studies..especially cep...nxt sat...i tink i will buy for myself...unless sth happen...if not...i pray hard that i can get my mp3 player...
i was sorting out my cep notes...n saw those exam papers...the mistakes i made that ssl circled..the solution he printed out for me...the "blur n cute" look of him...the voice...reminded me of him...reminded me of his absence.....i was sooo looking forward for him to teach in yr 2...i cant accept that fact he is teaching anymore....tere is no more mr nice guy by my side anymore....ssl has left....no more mr nice guy....absolutely no more.....
posted by liting @ 9:10 am
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