sry ssl
sad...today...i very tired...cos last nite din really sleep much..den tis morning...early at 9am...gotta give tuition till 11pm....11pm..went to sch....go look for ssl...ask abt cep qns...den started teaching alex n cody...i was doing tutorial qns too...but halfway stuck at 1 qn...den ask ssl again....his one sentence moved me..."u can cum n look for me lor...if u haf any qns.." i gave him a smile n went back...james was here....bz teaching him...den den....big trouble...sm point out a pt in past yr exam paper....n the solution is written by ssl....den tey went to ask ssl..den ssl say he dun remember giving me tis solution...i was damn fed up...i took the paper...n went straight to his office n confront him...at first i was giving him attitude...but alex n sm din see it cos tey abit late...den i tink i shld calm down...n i did....cos ssl use his power weapon....he smiled at me..den i started to tok to him in normal tone...i wasnt in the mood to joke ard...or to smile back at ssl..i juz walk off...still abit unhappy wif him at that moment...i went home alone...n was tinking of that matter...i dunno y i lidad...feeling abit bad to give him attitude cos he really made an effort to go thru all my papers (n that time he is really bz)...so humans do make mistakes....rite?the more i tink the more i feel bad...on my way home...i m damn tired...wen i reach home...i first thing is lie on my bed(though i nv do it in the past wen i haven bath)..but today..within 1 min i lie down..i almost fall asleep...den i keep forcing myself to stay awake...in the end...parents brought me out for dinner....so to make myself stay awake...i force myself to go out...by the time i reach home is like almost 8.30pm...bath liao...i watch tv..den started studying chem n cep...but i cant finish it....wanna stay up whole nite n study den die tmr...but den tmr morning still nid to give tuition..so is like i not enuff time!!!sad....depression...sry ssl...
posted by liting @ 2:54 pm
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