sad day
i wasnt in the rite mood today....after cep paper...or i shld say i din noe my bad day start ever since i woke up in the morning...cos i first time exam woke up late..luckily my kind of late still not very late...manage to reach sch b4 exam time....at first my mood was high....my cep exam started at 8.30 am...it was a tough paper....i din manage to finish it...so to say...i din do well for tis paper...ya...after the paper...i was kinda sad..cos i really tried very hard for cep....the effort i put in for cep....nobody noes hw really hardworking i m for preparing tis exam..only i noe myself...i really tried...but the paper ruined me totally...i really found the paper tough....n cody actually told me it's ez....i wasnt in the mood for anything..i m sad..really sad tis time....i nv felt tis way other than that time during o level...physics paper..i forgot to bring calculator...i was damn sad after that particular exam..but it only took me 1 hr to get back to my feet....tis time i dunno y...i m really really sad....went to tpy to haf lunch wif my frens...i din show out my mood cos i tink everyone's happy cos exam over..i din wanna ruin ppl de mood...but deep down...i cant help to feel sad...wen i reach home...i almost wanna pick up a fight wif mum....i m already damn bad mood she still cum n provoke me...wa kaoz...get lost pls...everyone....
i failed to expect wad i m expecting for....y didnt u explain to me..like u did that time? wad i want wasnt only a look from u or a smile from u....y did u explain to her n not me? u r bz?u forgot? or wad....u noe the feeling of not getting wad u expect for?wad i expect is juz a simple reply from u....tell me that u r sry...tell me ur reason....i will be damn happy if i heard from u....i will be happy than to be sad abt the cep exam....but u din....u gave ur sry to her....but not me....izzit bcos of time?
sad...really sad today.....that's y i cum home bath liao blog...but that din really made me feel better.....13 apr 2005.....ruined me...well done
posted by liting @ 6:20 am
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