Thursday, February 24, 2005

*giving up 51%*

saw my msn nick?yupz....50% le....disappointing? actually i m....disappointed....cos i nv wanna give up...nv....but i dunno....see hw my heart tink...cos i tink i m losing control of heart...my mind cannot control my heart....i m ok wen i really put my heart n soul to study....but once i haf nth to do....heart run wild...cannot control.....lolz...yupz...tt's y i keep telling myself...for siow ling...i muz work hard....i m looking for for nani nani desu de bad points....i found!but still got 50% at demon tere.....i promise to get back the percentage asap! john constantine...muz help me...lolz...

really haf to thx siow ling for the email...tt makes me find back the study liting back cos i really appreciate the effort he made to type out the solution...tt's y i told myself i muz study....tt's y it make increases my giving up percentage...frens all ask me to try....all say till like got hope lidad....but ....u all tink i dun wanna try?but i seem to feel wad his heart feel...i seem to see wad will happen ...no tt i no confidence....i juz dun to go for a losing battle.....nonono...i only go for winning battle...lolz...nah....

today woke up at 6 am ++...damn tired....afternoon sm cum my hse study....at first cannot study well cos playing zchen de songs...den i busily singing along...den remember tt eg i use zchen n him...in my previous entry....

percentage juz increase to 51 %...woo yoo.....lolz....i no mood type le...buai~