*giving up 51%*
saw my msn nick?yupz....50% le....disappointing? actually i m....disappointed....cos i nv wanna give up...nv....but i dunno....see hw my heart tink...cos i tink i m losing control of heart...my mind cannot control my heart....i m ok wen i really put my heart n soul to study....but once i haf nth to do....heart run wild...cannot control.....lolz...yupz...tt's y i keep telling myself...for siow ling...i muz work hard....i m looking for for nani nani desu de bad points....i found!but still got 50% at demon tere.....i promise to get back the percentage asap! john constantine...muz help me...lolz...really haf to thx siow ling for the email...tt makes me find back the study liting back cos i really appreciate the effort he made to type out the solution...tt's y i told myself i muz study....tt's y it make increases my giving up percentage...frens all ask me to try....all say till like got hope lidad....but ....u all tink i dun wanna try?but i seem to feel wad his heart feel...i seem to see wad will happen ...no tt i no confidence....i juz dun to go for a losing battle.....nonono...i only go for winning battle...lolz...nah....
today woke up at 6 am ++...damn tired....afternoon sm cum my hse study....at first cannot study well cos playing zchen de songs...den i busily singing along...den remember tt eg i use zchen n him...in my previous entry....
percentage juz increase to 51 %...woo yoo.....lolz....i no mood type le...buai~

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