Monday, January 17, 2005

really tired

yoz....yeah yeah yeah.com so guai.can go any website i want.can blog .yoo woo.haha.haiz.today woke up very early.10am!!!!omg...dunno y cant slp soundly........eat breakfast liao quickly edit report which mandy sent last nite.omg.like cock up leh.cos panda grp de result diff from us....die die.........seetle tt for 2 hr.at 12pm..tok cock wif mum till 1 plus.....go bath n settle down n study.

but hor.....dunno y not myself today.cant study well.so go cms see the chem electure by my da qing ren......den din get back to my chem notes liao............take my com skill lec notes n copy notes......wa.copy copy.by the time i wanna study jap.already 5 pm liao.den haf to go cmp buy new wallet.my old one cmi liao.haha.shop till 7pm reach home..watch tv..........omg.......wad's tis?damn relax ar.....so useless...i only noe hw to entertain myself.but not study......watch till 10 pm.den cum back my room study jap.somemore is half online half study..........n still.haven learn finish.....wad's tis?i m losing control of myself.....all i noe is i m very tired everyday.......physically n mentally tired..it's like i yearn for a break.but everytime i try to.....i get more tired........

tere is still some emptyness inside me.....dunno y......could it be cos i dun bother abt certain ppl le.....or maybe i still haven finish my life goals yet..........izzit becoz i know i will nc accomplish my ambition.yes.i sort of like my course n i tink i can survive in tis course.but is my interest still at dental therapy?i dunno wad i want.nw i so slack in studies.....mum ask me work....i can tink of all excuses to turn them down.work oso dunwan...study oso dunwan.wad i want?

in the past.i always like to plan my bdae early early.......plan hu to invite.etc.tis year...i dun feel like it.i dunnoe y.i juz know i m tired........dun really looking forward to any particular days.maybe except for the "gang gathering" on 29 jan ba...............still searching for my motivation...................

*listening to shin's album *

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